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[25 Aug 2008|05:36pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

each day that we don't keep in contact is a hurtful realization of all that has been lost between you and i. but it is for the best, undeniably. and i am ready to start the self-mending process. and all the recent days, becoming weeks, becoming months that we have spent apart is beginning to feel more natural. like waking up in an empty bed is not so bad. and i will be more prepared than i have ever been for the frigid winds and vast amounts of blinding lonely grey skies this winter. with new beginnings and open arms, and real friends we will be drowning ourselves into the crowds of dull san francisco nightlife. and for some reason the pavement beneath my feet have been hitting me harder than usual. heels or no heels.

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[07 Aug 2005|01:21am]
it's all so weird.
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Perutz [13 Jun 2005|08:08pm]
"How could the search for ultimate truth have revealed so hideous and visceral-looking an object?"
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[05 Jun 2005|09:32pm]
listening to wishful thinking by wilco puts me in a dreamy state of mind. it's such a beautiful song, i could listen to it for a whole day and it wouldn't get boring. i love songs like that, where you could put on replay for an hour and you can't even tell that it was playing a couple minutes before because you're still singing to it.

does that make sense?
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[01 Jun 2005|10:17pm]
these are the summers when the air feels thick and clouds hang in the air like insecurity in your breath.
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warning: hella lame post [23 May 2005|03:16pm]
I feel like deleting my myspace.
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blah. [21 Apr 2005|11:03pm]
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[18 Apr 2005|11:37pm]
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so I guess it's okay to be happy
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hector's party. [18 Apr 2005|09:31pm]
the other night was a lot of fun, I was glad I went. everyone was being nice, and i was happy that I was spending time with freddie, I could tell he was anxious on the way over to Hector's house on bart. When he got there, he became so excited, I love that about him, he's so full of energy. I was so happy when Valerie came, we went to the park with daniel and freddie and we were playing on the weird contraptions they had on the playground. It looked so futuristic, it was fun. Daniel puked a couple times, and I guess that was good for him since he drank so much and needed to get that out of his system.
It was nice to see Valerie having a good time since she's been feeling down lately, but she had a really good time at hector's and i could just see it in her eyes. I love moments like that when you're having a great time with a great friend. Almost everything was perfect.
Freddie and I spent the night together for the first time, we went to sleep earlier than everyone else I guess, but the stories were that everyone was having sex in the other rooms hahahahha. I felt bad for valerie because she came in and I told her that if she wanted to she could sleep with us, but she said she didn't want to intrude. The next morning she was complaining about how some girl was acting like a slut and she wanted to puke because of it. lol.

drunken nights, and forgotten conversations are always fun, but I felt safe and content with him, and I didn't need to drown myself in alcohol that night. it was refreshing.
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[12 Apr 2005|10:53pm]
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and the funniest thing was seeing you jumping on the trampoline

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[22 Mar 2005|01:03am]
xiu xiu's song I luv the valley oh is so beautiful.

that is all..
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[21 Mar 2005|09:44pm]
I went to steve's place in antioch with valerie, and hollyn. daniel was there, and Rob and some other guy [Tom?] came later on. I fainted because I was dehydrated or something when I was walking back to hollyn's car, but it was funny because I was feeling really cold and drained, and next thing I knew I was on the floor and MY SHOES GOT SCRAPED, I was so mad, cause I just bought them that day. It's okay I'll return them and pretend it's not my size or something. haha. I sat in the car drinking water and I didn't even know who's it was, and then later on we went to marsh creek and listened to hollyn's creepy music on the way. It was fun, even though I fell asleep thirty minutes or so before we got home. haha.

It's funny how I want to do something every night. I'm starting to hate being alone.
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[04 Mar 2005|03:41pm]
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Medium Rare Publishing [03 Mar 2005|12:58pm]

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I want these
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[19 Feb 2005|11:14pm]
I've fallen in love with this song..

Sleeping is giving in,
no matter what the time is.
Sleeping is giving in,
so lift those heavy eyelids.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water.
But we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter.

People say that your dreams
are the only things that save ya.
Come on baby in our dreams,
we can live our misbehavior.

Every time you close your eyes
Lies, Lies!

People try and hide the night
underneath the covers.
People try and hide the light
underneath the covers.

Come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers,
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

Hidin' from your brothers
underneath the covers,
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water,
but we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter,

Scare your son, scare your daughter.

Now here's the sun, it's alright! (Lies!)
Now here's the moon, it's alright! (Lies!)
Now here's the sun, it's alright! (Lies!)
Now here's the moon it's alright (Lies!)

But every time you close your eyes. (Lies!)
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[13 Feb 2005|11:25pm]
LMAO Hollyn found our old high school teacher on MYSPACE. DOES EVERYONE HAVE A FUCKING MYSPACE OR SOMETHING??
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[11 Feb 2005|12:25am]
The Notebook is quite depressing.
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[10 Feb 2005|09:36pm]
I love that feeling where you think you've lost weight.

That is all.
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[08 Feb 2005|07:57pm]

I attempted the 'pomp' [thank you allie?] the back of my hair was still falling out.. I HATE YOU SHORT HAIR. Also, I wish I didn't contrast the fuck out of this picture..

I've been watching the video Along Comes Mary, and have come to the conclusion that bloodhound gang is not that bad.
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[03 Feb 2005|08:33pm]

hehe, now someone should paint me something.
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